My thoughts on eating aren’t neutral. They are still very charged. I am either denying myself pleasure or indulging myself because I feel that I deserve a treat.

It is as if I use food the way I used to use alocohol or riding my motorbikes too fast. “Getting blootered” with food. It is the same desire to numb myself.

But numb myself to what? To life? Why?

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