My thoughts on eating aren’t neutral. They are still very charged. I am either denying myself pleasure or indulging myself because I feel that I deserve a treat.
It is as if I use food the way I used to use alocohol or riding my motorbikes too fast. “Getting blootered” with food. It is the same desire to numb myself.
But numb myself to what? To life? Why?
The Obvious? 
Don’t ask ‘why the addiction?’. Instead ask ‘Why the pain?’
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